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my dinner-in-waiting

1. i can write wadeva i want!!! dunn stop mi!!!

2. BREAK FREE FROM ALL THE RULES!!!

3. dress code- Be funky... thats enough...

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name ZhiGuang Jasper
birthdate 30 03 92
school Beatty Sec Sch
favourite food Soda Ice Kachang

I'm cool and friendly!!!
I'm approachable!!!
I can sing as well!!!


Prelim, Prelim and Prelim!!!!
Monday, September 8, 2008

Gosh!!! Im having prelim this week and next. Am doing quite well in the prelim i will say. Chinese 'O' i got an A2! Praise God! And English for Prelim is easy. Maths not much of a difficulty, Physics my killer paper didnt kill me. And today's POA paper is easy. At least a B3. haha.

Do pray for me to do well this prelim. In the mean time, i wont do so much blogging to concentrate on my 'O'.

So see ya guys around.

LOVES

SCHOOL IS HORRIBLE!!!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008

OMGosh... Ytd reach home alomost 12 midnite but couldnt sleep... Was helping Justin ytd to do media for the dialect big day on Sat. those who are available might want to come down to support! I'm the media director worr! lol! Maybe it is because of this i am not able to sleep. haa~

I couldnt sleep till after i change into my sch uniform. i was dying for sleep aft i changed! lol... then got to sch and have spotcheck first thing in the morning. i'm like so pissed with the teachers, partly due to my 'insomia'... haa... After that go art class for my free period and slept in a corner then struggled to noon and keep popping sweets to keep myself awake. Loads of class assignments today. So u can imagine what hell i had gone through. lol! i practically was mean to almost everyone today. bitchy as well (ur might not have seen this side of me). lol~

Am so tired now... im gonna stop posting. look out for my next posting!!!

Back To Blogging!!!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008

OMGosh!!! Its been such a long tiome since i blogged. Today kind of free so decided to blog a bit... So ya, busy with 'O' Level and church stuffs... Somehow i still can manage, thank God for that... Feeling kind of dry now, there is this very special person in my life that is ignoring me, been very hurting, kinda numb now. But i still got my choir besties, one of the best people around, Valerie (Auntie), Eugene, Shijie, Gary, Yu Ze and many more of them. One of the most special one amongst them must be my Boss, Justin. The one that had been very encouraging to me, encourage me to do things, teaching me many things and just by observing him, i learnt so many stuffs. He is one that REALLY works even if he is tired. Everytime i see him in choir, he is always so tired. I see a servant's heart in him. I want to be like him. BOSS, here's to you: You're The BEST!

haa... suddenly so emotional... lol...

Has been doing so much kinda need a rest somehow... A rest is to go a further distance yea?
After hearing God's word ytd, im so fired up to so much more for Him...

Genesis 40:51-52
Joseph named his firstborn Manasseh and said, "It is because God has made me forget all my trouble and all my father's household." The second son he named Ephraim and said, "It is because God has made me fruitful in the land of my suffering."

I really believe that God is so gonan give to me my 'Manasseh' to forget all my pains in the first half of the year and then He will give me my 'Ephraim', fruifulness in these last half year of 2008. I'm not gonna just let another year past like that. I'm gonna change, emerging a victorious person.

HOLY UNSATISFACTION!
Thursday, May 8, 2008

As a choir member, i aim to pull down the presence of God from Heaven to minister to the people, to connect to them to God. I need so much more excitement and better counternance. God, give it to me. You say that whatever we ask in Your name, You shall give it to us. Lord, I'm asking for more excitement as i serve you. I will give you my sacrifice of praise, i will pour out my all for You to use, to pour Your presence through me.

Father, I'm not at all satisfy. More presence of Yours in our services oh God. Im gonna praise You like never before, come enthrone on my praise. Even if nobody is gonna do that, i will. For Your people's sake. Let Your presence come forth this week with double the annoiting. Touch Your people, pour through the choir. I have a holy unsatisfaction. It's in all the Choir leaders heart.

Give to me this day, my daily bread oh God. Forever i will be Your worshipper.

Our Race Of Faith, The Saints' Perfection
Wednesday, May 7, 2008

I was at the prayer meeting with Pastor and the CGLeaders... It was AMAZING and AWESOME! It was a time of faith impartation.



Pastor was preaching out of the book of Hebrews.



She said that in our walk with God, we all must haf an element of faith. Therefore, we must pray and develope faith in ourselves.



Hebrews 11:4-33 speaks of all the men and women of faith. Yet in Hebrews 11:39-40 it says" And all these, having obtained good testimonies through faith, did not receive the promise, God having provided something better for us, that they should not be made perfect apart from us."



The saints indeed has obtained good testimonies through faith but not yet made perfect because of us. Because the race they ran is now set before us, they can only be made perfect when we finish the race of faith.



Hebrews12:1
"Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight , and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us."
This verse is in relation to Hebrews 11:40.
From Abraham to our generation, i can describe it as a relay. Abraham has been passing the baton to so many other men and women of faith and to our generation now. All the saints that have run the race is now in Heaven watching us run the race, cheering us on. Many of them have sacrificed their lives in the midst of this race and the question now to us is that are we able to run this race well and complete it? Now in Heaven, the saints can't win the lost, can share the Gospel, it is now our turn to do it. The baton, now in our hands, we must run this race well and not let down the saints that lose their lives in the midst of this race. They are cheering us on.

If you are a Connect Grp Coordinator, i want to challenge you to this. GROW YOUR GROUP BY 1, is that difficult? Just 1 new member, by June. Lets all do this tgt. Are ur ready to joint in faith with me to run this race well. Let's not be named "kayu" by the saints when we get to Heaven.

Back to blogging...
Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Hi Guys!!! so long nvr blog le... so im back in actions!! haa...
so much things to blog about... hmm... let me see whr to start...

Ok... now lets start from the Newcomer's dinner!!!
Cat's cg and my cg was there... hafing dinner with our "newcomers"... they are nt exactly new... then we took photo with PASTOR KONG!!! He sat on my seat and he held me by the shoulders twice!!! The chair is now at my place and the shirt is framed nicely... ( kidding nia... haa)

Now am doing my best to serve Choir... Of cors i want to rise up to become a helper. =)
And kinda get to noe 2 new bari under Boss de... Kenny (korean boiboi) and Thomas (a very fun guy)... hehe... they came in during febuary batch de... haa... am going for BV audition... GOD BLESS MY VOICE! lol... hope i will pass... am giving it my all... =)

Exam period now, realli thank God for the strength He has gave to me. Aft this exam, my O level le.... I need more strength!!! Give it to me God... anyway... To all those hafing exam, (GAMBATE!!!)

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

It's been a long time i had something spiritual... Today, after i listened to the talk by my principal about O level, i realise one thing bout my studies... Im doing it by my own might which of cors will not lead me anywhere. By sheer human abilities, i can't do much yet God said in the Bible that it is not by power nor by might BUT by the power of the HOLY SPIRIT!!!

Thats why till now, i feel so unfruitful cors im doing things by my own might and abilities... 2day, i will come back and make a commitment to lay my life on this altar once again. That it is not me who lives but Jesus, King of kings and Lord of lords... 2day is the day that Zhiguang's hand be empowered by the power of the Holy Ghost and the works of his hands shall remain. The fruits that he gather will remain through eternity...

The Lord will make me His pillar in His house that i shall carry up His house and He will write on this pillar a name that no one noes but He alone... O level is near, I carry Your load Lord... Help me carry mine...

Jesus had asked Peter that if He love Him and Peter says, " You noe that i love You". Jesus said, "Feed my lambs." Jesus asked the same question again and Peter replied the same thing. And Jesus said, "Tend My sheep." Jesus asked Peter the third time, Peter said,"Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You.” And Jesus said, "Feed My sheep."
Jesus, You've called me into leadership yet im now so unsure of which one... CG/Choir??? Guide me Lord... i trust in Your name... =)