ZhiGuang's Footsteps

Prelim, Prelim and Prelim!!!!

2008-09-08T23:41:00.001-07:00

Gosh!!! Im having prelim this week and next. Am doing quite well in the prelim i will say. Chinese 'O' i got an A2! Praise God! And English for Prelim is easy. Maths not much of a difficulty, Physics my killer paper didnt kill me. And today's POA paper is easy. At least a B3. haha.

Do pray for me to do well this prelim. In the mean time, i wont do so much blogging to concentrate on my 'O'.

So see ya guys around.

LOVES

SCHOOL IS HORRIBLE!!!

2008-07-30T06:02:00.001-07:00

OMGosh... Ytd reach home alomost 12 midnite but couldnt sleep... Was helping Justin ytd to do media for the dialect big day on Sat. those who are available might want to come down to support! I'm the media director worr! lol! Maybe it is because of this i am not able to sleep. haa~

I couldnt sleep till after i change into my sch uniform. i was dying for sleep aft i changed! lol... then got to sch and have spotcheck first thing in the morning. i'm like so pissed with the teachers, partly due to my 'insomia'... haa... After that go art class for my free period and slept in a corner then struggled to noon and keep popping sweets to keep myself awake. Loads of class assignments today. So u can imagine what hell i had gone through. lol! i practically was mean to almost everyone today. bitchy as well (ur might not have seen this side of me). lol~

Am so tired now... im gonna stop posting. look out for my next posting!!!

Back To Blogging!!!

2008-07-23T04:21:00.000-07:00

OMGosh!!! Its been such a long tiome since i blogged. Today kind of free so decided to blog a bit... So ya, busy with 'O' Level and church stuffs... Somehow i still can manage, thank God for that... Feeling kind of dry now, there is this very special person in my life that is ignoring me, been very hurting, kinda numb now. But i still got my choir besties, one of the best people around, Valerie (Auntie), Eugene, Shijie, Gary, Yu Ze and many more of them. One of the most special one amongst them must be my Boss, Justin. The one that had been very encouraging to me, encourage me to do things, teaching me many things and just by observing him, i learnt so many stuffs. He is one that REALLY works even if he is tired. Everytime i see him in choir, he is always so tired. I see a servant's heart in him. I want to be like him. BOSS, here's to you: You're The BEST!

haa... suddenly so emotional... lol...

Has been doing so much kinda need a rest somehow... A rest is to go a further distance yea?
After hearing God's word ytd, im so fired up to so much more for Him...

Genesis 40:51-52
Joseph named his firstborn Manasseh and said, "It is because God has made me forget all my trouble and all my father's household." The second son he named Ephraim and said, "It is because God has made me fruitful in the land of my suffering."

I really believe that God is so gonan give to me my 'Manasseh' to forget all my pains in the first half of the year and then He will give me my 'Ephraim', fruifulness in these last half year of 2008. I'm not gonna just let another year past like that. I'm gonna change, emerging a victorious person.

HOLY UNSATISFACTION!

2008-05-08T00:22:00.000-07:00

As a choir member, i aim to pull down the presence of God from Heaven to minister to the people, to connect to them to God. I need so much more excitement and better counternance. God, give it to me. You say that whatever we ask in Your name, You shall give it to us. Lord, I'm asking for more excitement as i serve you. I will give you my sacrifice of praise, i will pour out my all for You to use, to pour Your presence through me.

Father, I'm not at all satisfy. More presence of Yours in our services oh God. Im gonna praise You like never before, come enthrone on my praise. Even if nobody is gonna do that, i will. For Your people's sake. Let Your presence come forth this week with double the annoiting. Touch Your people, pour through the choir. I have a holy unsatisfaction. It's in all the Choir leaders heart.

Give to me this day, my daily bread oh God. Forever i will be Your worshipper.

Our Race Of Faith, The Saints' Perfection

2008-05-07T00:33:00.000-07:00

I was at the prayer meeting with Pastor and the CGLeaders... It was AMAZING and AWESOME! It was a time of faith impartation.

Pastor was preaching out of the book of Hebrews.

She said that in our walk with God, we all must haf an element of faith. Therefore, we must pray and develope faith in ourselves.

Hebrews 11:4-33 speaks of all the men and women of faith. Yet in Hebrews 11:39-40 it says" And all these, having obtained good testimonies through faith, did not receive the promise, God having provided something better for us, that they should not be made perfect apart from us."

The saints indeed has obtained good testimonies through faith but not yet made perfect because of us. Because the race they ran is now set before us, they can only be made perfect when we finish the race of faith.

Hebrews12:1
"Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight , and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us."
This verse is in relation to Hebrews 11:40.
From Abraham to our generation, i can describe it as a relay. Abraham has been passing the baton to so many other men and women of faith and to our generation now. All the saints that have run the race is now in Heaven watching us run the race, cheering us on. Many of them have sacrificed their lives in the midst of this race and the question now to us is that are we able to run this race well and complete it? Now in Heaven, the saints can't win the lost, can share the Gospel, it is now our turn to do it. The baton, now in our hands, we must run this race well and not let down the saints that lose their lives in the midst of this race. They are cheering us on.

If you are a Connect Grp Coordinator, i want to challenge you to this. GROW YOUR GROUP BY 1, is that difficult? Just 1 new member, by June. Lets all do this tgt. Are ur ready to joint in faith with me to run this race well. Let's not be named "kayu" by the saints when we get to Heaven.

Back to blogging...

2008-04-30T01:22:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys!!! so long nvr blog le... so im back in actions!! haa...
so much things to blog about... hmm... let me see whr to start...

Ok... now lets start from the Newcomer's dinner!!!
Cat's cg and my cg was there... hafing dinner with our "newcomers"... they are nt exactly new... then we took photo with PASTOR KONG!!! He sat on my seat and he held me by the shoulders twice!!! The chair is now at my place and the shirt is framed nicely... ( kidding nia... haa)

Now am doing my best to serve Choir... Of cors i want to rise up to become a helper. =)
And kinda get to noe 2 new bari under Boss de... Kenny (korean boiboi) and Thomas (a very fun guy)... hehe... they came in during febuary batch de... haa... am going for BV audition... GOD BLESS MY VOICE! lol... hope i will pass... am giving it my all... =)

Exam period now, realli thank God for the strength He has gave to me. Aft this exam, my O level le.... I need more strength!!! Give it to me God... anyway... To all those hafing exam, (GAMBATE!!!)

2008-04-08T05:23:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time i had something spiritual... Today, after i listened to the talk by my principal about O level, i realise one thing bout my studies... Im doing it by my own might which of cors will not lead me anywhere. By sheer human abilities, i can't do much yet God said in the Bible that it is not by power nor by might BUT by the power of the HOLY SPIRIT!!!

Thats why till now, i feel so unfruitful cors im doing things by my own might and abilities... 2day, i will come back and make a commitment to lay my life on this altar once again. That it is not me who lives but Jesus, King of kings and Lord of lords... 2day is the day that Zhiguang's hand be empowered by the power of the Holy Ghost and the works of his hands shall remain. The fruits that he gather will remain through eternity...

The Lord will make me His pillar in His house that i shall carry up His house and He will write on this pillar a name that no one noes but He alone... O level is near, I carry Your load Lord... Help me carry mine...

Jesus had asked Peter that if He love Him and Peter says, " You noe that i love You". Jesus said, "Feed my lambs." Jesus asked the same question again and Peter replied the same thing. And Jesus said, "Tend My sheep." Jesus asked Peter the third time, Peter said,"Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You.” And Jesus said, "Feed My sheep."
Jesus, You've called me into leadership yet im now so unsure of which one... CG/Choir??? Guide me Lord... i trust in Your name... =)

2008-03-31T05:28:00.000-07:00

March 12th, 2008 WICHITA, Kan. (AP) - Authorities are considering charges in the bizarre case of a woman who sat on her boyfriend's toilet for two years _ so long that her body was stuck to the seat by the time the boyfriend finally called police.Ness County Sheriff Bryan Whipple said it appeared the 35-year-old Ness City woman's skin had grown around the seat. She initially refused emergency medical services but was finally convinced by responders and her boyfriend that she needed to be checked out at a hospital."We pried the toilet seat off with a pry bar and the seat went with her to the hospital," Whipple said. "The hospital removed it."Whipple said investigators planned to present their report Wednesday to the county attorney, who will determine whether any charges should be filed against the woman's 36-year-old boyfriend."She was not glued. She was not tied. She was just physically stuck by her body," Whipple said. "It is hard to imagine. ... I still have a hard time imagining it myself."He told investigators he brought his girlfriend food and water, and asked her every day to come out of the bathroom."And her reply would be, `Maybe tomorrow,'" Whipple said. "According to him, she did not want to leave the bathroom."The boyfriend called police on Feb. 27 to report that "there was something wrong with his girlfriend," Whipple said, adding that he never explained why it took him two years to call.Police found the clothed woman sitting on the toilet, her sweat pants down to her mid-thigh. She was "somewhat disoriented," and her legs looked like they had atrophied, Whipple said."She said that she didn't need any help, that she was OK and did not want to leave," he said.She was reported in fair condition at a hospital in Wichita, about 150 miles southeast of Ness City. Whipple said she has refused to cooperate with medical providers or law enforcement investigators.Authorities said they did not know if she was mentally or physically disabled.Police have declined to release the couple's names, but the house where authorities say the incident happened is listed in public records as the residence of Kory McFarren. No one answered his home phone number.The case has been the buzz of Ness City, said James Ellis, a neighbor."I don't think anybody can make any sense out of it," he said.Ellis said he had known the woman since she was a child but that he had not seen her for at least six years.He said she had a tough childhood after her mother died at a young age and apparently was usually kept inside the house as she grew up. At one time the woman worked for a long-term care facility, he said, but he did not know what kind of work she did there."It really doesn't surprise me," Ellis said. "What surprises me is somebody wasn't called in a bit earlier."

Guys, let us not procratinate and leave things to tomorrow. Do the things that is meant to be completed today... if not you will be like the women, stuck in some situation (instead of the toile >.<)

WADEVA........

2008-03-20T03:46:00.001-07:00

I'm so tired sumtimes... But i do get recharged in the presence of God... I'm not here to share all this but i want to share about an experience when i went to another cellgrp jus to haf a dinner... It was so much fun... It's E399... lol... They are a bunch of fun people... Henry cooked spagetti with me helping, Edmund as well... and another 2 sisters... Edmund was being biblical, he was breaking the spagetti... *(Jesus fed the 5ooo) haa... They joked and jus had fun... I realli enjoyed it... If any N311 member is reading this, please do sumthing about it... I'm starting to do my part as well... =) They taught me alot... It's so much fun with them... So N311, it's time that we do sumthing and rise up to the next level!!! Let us be so much more "alive" and not dead... =)

Group1 back to Chinese Church!!

2008-01-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

Today was an awesome day!!

>>Woke up @ 7.30am
Bath, rush everything and dash out of house @ 8.45am<<
>>Got to Yio Chu Kang then was asked to go by myself!!!
(initially was hitching a ride...but that person say he was going to be late yet he reached by 9.30 {report @ 10 for choir}!! I was totally pissed off!!)
Reach Jurong West @ 10.15am...<<

(took this pic while slacking...)

>>Soundcheck, run through songs and slack till 11.56am then go up stage...
Then makan with lots of flies...<< (ewww...)
>>Walk with Justin to buy things, had a good heart to heart session...!!!
Serve in Chinese Church till 2.40pm...<<

Went slacking awhile...<<
>>Then went down to town to meet Dale with Ze and Nicole...
He was SUPER angry (with us, i suppose)!!<<
>>Ze and Dale(he look super good in skinnies) bought Skinnies!!! Woo~!!
Went eating sumwhere for dinner @ killiney road... (chicken rice, Ze's fav)<<
>>Went home @ 7.45pm...

Weekend is here!!!

2008-01-03T22:09:00.000-08:00

WEEEEEEEE~!!!! Weekend FINALLY HERE!!!

Finally can haf some rest le... Haa... NOT that school is tiring but i had fun engaging my classmates...(that takes lots of energy from me...) lol...!!!

Got quite a bit of homework to rush...
- P.O.A (which by the way is my best subject...)
- E.Maths (weak all the way...)
- Chinese
- English

Got new discoveries as well!!!
Found out that there is a teacher that look exactly like one of the choir i/c(s)... LOL!!!
My PE teacher is a hunk and all the gurls drool over him... haa...
Lots of new crushes... (im not involved!!!)

2molo is gonna be a LONG LONG day @ church...
1.30pm i shd be leaving home...
3.15pm must reach for choir call time!!!
4.15pm go prayer meeting...
4.45pm go back assemble for choir...
After that go fellowship with CG!!!

Then haf to go home to sleep early!!!
Sunday serving JW(english) and Chinese Church...!!!
Haf to REPORT @ 9AM!!!

Im doing it for GOD'S SAKE!!!
SO, GOD, PLEASE SEE MY FAITHFULNESS!!! hee...

I'll meet those i'll be meeting 2molo...hee... (talking crap... lol...)

Jesus is my best friend!!!

First 2 Days of School

2008-01-03T05:22:00.000-08:00

Wahh!!! School reopen liao!!!
it seem to be so FAST!

last 2 days woke up @ 5.45am...
brush teeth and went to school @ 6.20am... (abit too early...)
Assembly and stuffs...
P's speech ( Principal's "motivational" speech...)
Got some new teachers but same old form teacher... ***fainted***
went home @ 1.30pm on both days...

New timetable is a real "time-killer"...
Mon to Wed end school @ 3pm!!!
Then Mon & Wed haf LSP till 4PM!!!
Thurs end @ 1.30pm and Fri @ 12.30pm... (SUPER SAD CASE!!!)

Starting school proper 2molo... Made a resolution to make it to the top 3 in class this year...!!!

Last day of 2007!!!

2008-01-01T23:47:00.000-08:00

It's the last day of the year!!!

Went down to dale's bday party which is very near QQ's hse... haa...
Ate till im realli full and lynn's prawn nachos is realli good!!! haa...
I wanted somemore... hehe...
I got dale a sunglass... HAA... =)

Was on the way to tampines with ze after going to dale's bday party...
Meet up with jean @ TM...
Then took mrt down to town... On the way we were singing Jay Chou's "An Jing"
Then jean tried to do the song's climax's drumbeat which brought the whole atmosphere into bursting laughter... LOL!!!

When we reach town, went to look for lie and we went to lots of places before going to marina square.

With jean, ze and wlie... im beside wlie... lol!!

Was counting down @ marina square with ze, lie and jean they all...
They are a bunch of super on ppl... haa... =)

After counting down, we walked to cathay and was pondering over wad to watch and when jean saw AVP2, she LITERALLY freak out... LOL!! She say the show is super gross... Finally we bought a 0330 show, alvin and the chipmunks... Jean LOVED it... It was still early so we went around hunting for food... haa...

(we sitting at a staircase...)
Finally we went to 7-11 and they bought instant curry noodles and i bought big gulp... THERE WAS NO ICE!!! ARH!!! haa... then we sat at a staircase to eat... lol... poor us... haa...

It was then round 3 then we went off to cathay to catch our show... BTW, the ticket ze paid for me... haa... thanks. =)

While waiting to be seated, wlie and me was talkingbout D.Gray Man... lol...
We went in and i must say the chipmunks realli can sing.. lol... there was not 3 chipmunks but 4... jean was the other one... lol... =)

Finish show round 5am then we went take bus... (actually we waited...) They boarded the bus and i was alone... Poor me... i went to another busstop to wait for my bus... took bus 139 home then reach round 0630 and took a quick bath and slept...

Woke up @ 1400 and took another bath and rush down to dale's surprise @ merlion park...

I saw quite alot of ppl thr... Yu Xuan, Ze, Justin, Kaishing, Cons, Nicole & Neal and Chen Huat... haa...

When dale arrive, sang him bday song, made him carried a dog toy bag and sabo him to take photo with 21 different ppl... lol...

(group photo @ merlion park)

Then we went to eat @ marina square's food court and then we went play arcade... haa... my usual game... hee...

(Ze and a few played daytona, i was playing my kind of game at the other side...)

I ENDED 2007 & ENTERED 2008 like this!!

Thank God For Being A Great God!!

My New Blog!!!

2007-12-28T04:12:00.001-08:00

Wahh!!! This my new blog... lol...
I can't believe it...!!! I got new blog liao...!!! haa... =)